am i willing ???

How much am I willing
to love and care?
selflessly and painlessly
with no hatred to spare?

How much am I willing
to take the pain,
to take the unkindness,
to take the rejection and blame?

How much am I willing
to forgive and forget,
each harsh word and look,
each moment of hatred?

How much am I willing
to go through all this,
for someone called a friend
who wouldn't care any less?

Am I willing??
Maybe I am......
Maybe I am not !